I SPENT THE NIGHT THINKING OF QUITTING
I've waited on God over certain issues in my life that had taken so long. The issues of disappointment and shame that I was passing through no matter how much I've prayed and sought for prayers from other men of God. The pressure had gotten so hold of me that I thought God is disinterested in my affairs. So one night I started thinking of quitting, not quitting on the fact that there is God but on the one that He doesn't care for me. I started thinking of any other life I can have that means I don't have to depend on God on anything. While I was thinking, I saw in my mind the negative effect my loss of faith would have on me, and those who had been looking up to me as a christian. While there was a famine of miracles in my life, I've seen miracles in others therefore it would unfair for me to totally debunk the reality of God because I have not seen Him interfering in my own affairs as advertised. Then I got to a question that made me stop thinking o...