I BROKE DOWN

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*I BROKE DOWN*

January was the worse month of my life and I pray I never have a repeat of it. There were lots of pressures and disappointments and betrayals that I broke down; for weeks, I couldn’t eat, sleep or commune with God. My heart was filled with bitterness and my mouth, murmur.
My joints were painful and weak, my head very heavy and I was intensely losing weight.
While I will be crying and shaking, people would come and see me; they’ll call me and will be crying on the phone recounting to me their various problems and as a pastor, I’ll clean up my face and comfort them and after dropping the phone or seeing them off, I’ll start where I stopped and continue crying; I couldn’t still comfort people but not myself.
I tried confession of faith, it didn’t work and whoever I tried to talk to seems not to understand the pain I was facing inside.
Then one morning, I read God’s word that healed my heart and as I was doing an audio prayer with the word (Rom. 9:14; God isn’t unrighteous in His dealing with me), I was healed of the emotional pain and I became strengthened and my joy was restored.
The problem that made me broke down wasn’t still solved, but even when the devil reminds me of them, it doesn’t kill my appetite as it did before God intervened.
There are some challenges you too might be facing, perhaps, in your relationship, marriage, ministry, health and finances etc. and it has deprived you of your joy and strength, but I tell you, no matter what that problem is, if you can believe God would never be unfair and unrighteous in His dealings with you, your heart would be healed too.
The problem might still be there, but the assurance that God is always right over you will give you the edge. And because God isn’t unjust or unrighteous, He’ll vindicate you in the fullness of time.
God bless you
Pastor Promise Ikpe
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